I'm a p2p player not even playing the game with competitive reasons and even then it's not even "fun" As it's used to be, video games are meant to be fun, not for you to tear your hair out and waste valuable hours of your free time, quitting SM for you is perhaps and ideal and wise choice, in the case of you wondering..... How bad can one's luck be, I paid more than 3 digits hard cash dollars into this game and it's yet to get me anywhere meaningful, there are better things out there to do and genuinely enjoy if you find the game too mentally repetitive.
P.S : Forum is not the most reliable and all time trust worthy source if you are looking for help for its riddled with nothing but misinformation and fear mongering if you were to need one.